I killed all senses of my love for you
When it seeded, i stepped on it
When it sprouted, i trimmed it
When it grew, i pulled it out
But love kept growing in my heart
I couldn't trim it anymore
The more I wanted to stab it
It grew twice than I thought
I never gave myself any chances
Cause I thought it was impossible to be true
I tried hard not to admit it
That I was already in love with you
I kept asking myself
How could I be possibly in love with you?
Was it wrong to fall for you?
Why did I feel so terrified to admit it?
Our distance was only one step
When you whispered if I had ever loved you
I kept be in silence, motionless
Till you walked away and never looked back
It's sad to remember the past
When I found out the true feeling for you
When I denied everything
The worst denial that I have ever done in my life
And now, I am still here
It still hurts badly even after so many years passed
I still can't run away from your shadow, not even a bit
Only regretting everything
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