People said theres only a thin line between hate n love. Dont hate sumone 2 much cz u might b in love with that one. The more u hate sum1 n the more u think bout that one.........
Dear diary.........
I met him @ the hotel X, he held a fans conference.....Who doesnt adore him nowadays? I tried 2 get closer 2 c him but im 2 small to get through the hordes of people standing. Suddenly ppl rushed n chased him cz he was leaving the hotel. People kept pushing each other, i fell down near his feet......he didnt have 2 take a look lil bit. What an arrogant actor!!! I hate him since that day
Dear diary........
OMG! OMG! Cant believe it, i got a chance 2 b a host in tv program 4 a week with my idol in Maluku. But when i saw his name, i was not 2 eager 2 do it......Its him again. Its true that i requested 2 b with him in that show but that before i knew how arrogant he is.
Dear diary.......
First day with him.........Cant deny how adorable he is. But i hate him more, when he walked in to rest room, he hit me. He said sorry with flat face. What the hell.
Dear diary........
Second day with him, its so tiring cz i had 2 pretend smiling n b friendly with him during the show. He said, u seem hating me so much n i dont know y u do that, if u dont like doing the show with me, other girls will love 2 take ur place. A girl shouldnt b so mean if not.....u wont have a boyfriend sumday!!!......Grrrrrrrrrr.
Dear diary........
Third day with him.......He said, come with me!!! He held my hand n dragged me 2 the beach. Oh my gosh, what a beauty, SUNSET. Always love it. I looked @ him, said thank u through my eyes. He smiled n my heart started 2 beat faster. Oh NO!!!!!
Dear diary.......
Fourth day with him......He knocked @ my door. Its 5 in the morning. He said, Hurry up n dragged me 2 the beach
again. He surprised me one more time. SUNRISE. I was really grateful cz i can c such a beauty fr God. He said, i enjoy spending time with u. I was blushing indeed.
Dear diary........
Fifth day with him, just yesterday i still hated him so much n now i cant stop thinking bout him. I cant b in love with him?????? Im so confused n frustrated. Sumone out there please help me, i got no clues @ all. Being around him made me nervous 2 death. Huft.
Dear diary........
Sixth day with him, i bought some souvenirs 4 all crews in this show cz tomorrow is our last day in Maluku. I had a special one 4 him, just bout knocking his door when i heard 2 people was talking quite hard.........
"I asked u 2 b nice with her not spending ur day with sunset n sunrise with her. What will ur fans think bout u if they know u have a gf!!!!!!"........his manager.
"I just want her 2 treat me friendly. U know i cant b in love with such ordinary girl like her....I just pretend 2 b nice so she wont c me as her enemy during this show......." thats his voice.
I ran into my room with tears. I should know that he's an actor, pretending is what he uses 2 do. Im the foolish one.
Dear diary........
Last day with him. @ the airport, looked @ our pics on my cell. Blah. I hate him just like the first day i saw him. He said, did i do sumthing wrong? Just stay away fr me, will u???? I closed my eyes, tried not 2 cry.
Dear diary........
Few days before valentine day. A month after the show, i saw him on tv. I missed him indeed.
"Do u have a gf ?" ........the host
"Not right now, but i have sumone that i lke"..........
My heart hurt.........
Dear diary........
Valentine day @ cafe with girls in my gang. OMG, hes the guest star!!!! I knew girls setting me up tonite.
"Whats the biggest surprise tonite?".........the host.
"Hhmm, I know u r here. Please forgive me. I dont mean 2 hurt u. What i feel 4 u, its not an acting or pretending. I do enjoy 2 b with u. I do like u, maybe already in love with u"
"Whoah n whos the lucky girl tonite?"...........the host again.
He walked toward my desk, whispered into my ear.....will u b my valentine?......
Dear diary.......
Im really grateful cz i have such a wonderful friendship fr girls in my gang n now i have a relationship with him. God really knows how 2 make me happy. I LOVE U............
I dedeicated this note 4 all my friends ........thank u 4 such a beautiful n amazing friendship n 2 the one that i care so much.........thank u 4 letting me know what love is. I love u all, happy valentine ♥ ♥ ♥
n lovely music 2 accompany u.....♥ ♥ ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnMoDDbEccE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTNSwOFUf30&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7N8fty79U6Y&feature=relmfu
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