One episode in my life.......
It was like hearing the sound of thunder when my mom told me that Sarah just passed away.
I lost my balance. I sat on the floor. Speechless. I cried in silence.
"Aunt Anne, can I see Sarah closer?"
She opened the cloth covering Sarah' s face. I saw her face smiling like she was just sleeping.
Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned and Sarah' s sister gave me a book. A diary.
"I have no rights to read this," I said quietly.
"You are the one that she mentioned on her diary, so it's yours."
In my room, I opened Sarah' s diary and suddenly an envelope fell from it. It's a letter.
My dearest..........
The wind is blowing
I close my eyes
Imagining one day we will be in love
I never stop thinking of you
So many wishes in my heart
Wanna hold you in my arms
Wanna see love blossoming in our heart
Wanna hear two hearts beating together
You have my promise
I choose to wait in eternity
My heart is never changing
I will never let you go
Even if I won't have a change to say "I love you"
Even though it's painful
I won't leave
I'll face it with smile
I've never thought that's what Sarah felt bout me. She gave wholehearted love for me. And I was too cowardly to admit that I care bout her, I love her.
Love is always beautiful and I am not gonna lie to myself anymore cause Sarah was the most beautiful story in my life. Even though I have to move on, she's gonna be there, always in my heart.
"Sometimes people only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go." ~ quotes from the notebook on twitter.
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