About Love

Monday, December 17, 2012

There's the love I could not ignore.....


When you feel weary
With all of your burdens
There beside you, I will be

When you feel exhausted
With all of your endeavours
There beside you, I will be

When you feel you are not tough enough
To go on and wish to surrender
There beside you, I will be

When you feel frustrated
Because all beyond your limits
There beside you, I will be

When you have to face your fate
With nothing but empty hands
There beside you , I will be

Cause the love that is guarded in my heart
Finally found you, my other half
The one I've been searching for

Cause the love that is hidden in my mind
Finally found you, my missing part of me
The one I'll keep by my side

Monday, December 3, 2012

Let me the one to love you more


I walked along the beach. I could see my footprints had been swept away by waves. Maybe, that's  what I should do, let your shadow slowly fade away fr my heart. I took a deep breath. I kept telling myself it's the right thing to do.

I was supposed to meet Jasmine here. I looked around and I could see someone smiled at me near the coconut tree. I walked toward her, tried to smile to her.

"Sunny!! Hey......" She kissed my cheeks.
"Jasmine....." I kissed her back. "Thanx for coming. I need to talk to you....."
"What's wrong? You look weird....."
"I've decided to give up," I said in trembling voice.
"Sunny........??? But why???"
"It's not cause of you but it's about me. I'm really weary....." I looked the other way, not daring to look at her.
"You can't give up just like that. You have promised me that we'll compete fairy until he decides who he really loves between us."
"Do you really want to wait that day will come? Aren't you afraid, Jasmine?"
"I am afraid. I am....."
"You are my best friend and he's the one I love. I don't wanna make it difficult for three of us again.....That's  why I should give up"

I remembered three months ago, when Jasmine told me something about Farrel.....
"Sunny....., I've fallen for Farrel....." Jasmine looked at me with guilty feeling.
"I know.....I realized it before u told me. The way you look at him, everything that you do for him, showing how much u love him. I just refused to face it."
"Why aren't you mad at me for betraying my best friend?"
"I don't blame you cause we never know who we will fall in love with....."

And now......
I took a deep breath again, "Only one of us can be with Farrel.....And that person is not me. It is you......"
"Why did you say that? I can see Farrel likes you too He looks so comfy when he's with you."
"Maybe it's true he likes me, but it's only between friends cause he knows me for long time."
"Sunny......."
"I really don't blame you. Love is indeed selfish and I know you can make him happy."
"I'm so sorry......" She burst into tears.
"That's all I wanna say. Let's go home now, almost twilight. I'll take this way and you'll take that way. No turning back.No tears between us."
"Sunny......" Jasmine embraced me tight.

I was running along the beach, covering my mouth with my hand, hoping no one would hear my cries.I wish to applaud my courage for saying all those words to Jasmine. But I know very well, I'm not ready to face this decision, so I only can run, as far as possible.....

I sighed........

                 Don't go, you know you will break my heart
                            She won't love you like I will
                  I'm the one who'll stay when she walks away
                        And you know I'll be standing here still
                    I'll be waiting for you here inside my heart
                      I'm the one who wants to love you more
                                              (Celine Dion)

Will you make up your mind before you shut the door?


One scene between Jung and Tara
Have you ever seen stars through a telescope? It's just like the stars are very close and you can touch them with your hand, but actually they are so far away. That's what Tara feels when she look at Jung. They talk and care for each other, but somehow she knew he will leave someday.
"What's wrong?" He said while holding her face with his hands.
"Nope. Nothing......Why?" She smiled.
"You seems.....I don't know, kinda sad, kinda thinking of something......"
"Nahhh......" she put her head on his chest and held him tight.
"Don't worry, ok?  Everything is gonna be just fine. I just need some times to fix everything," He stroked her hair.
"I know......"
                      I’ve been spendin’ all my time just thinkin’ bout you.
                      I don’t know what to do; I think I’m fallin’ for you.
                      I’ve been waitin’ all my life and now I’ve found you.
                      I don’t know what to do; I think I’m fallin’ for you, I’m fallin for you.
                      (Colbie Caillat)

One scene between Tara and her best friend
It's true when you are in love sometimes you don't know what's wrong and what's right.
"You know he has a girlfriend, right? Don't do anything that you already know is wrong."
"I know, but I.....you don't know how it feels. And He's not married yet, when you are in relationship you still have a chance to choose who's the best one for you, right?"
"True. But still wrong thing to do! Open your eyes, you are beautiful.....There's someone out there who will love you wholehearted. Please stop it, before it goes too deep."
I can only shake my head.
                      When your love is pouring like the rain
                      When will I get the chance to say I love you
                      If only I could get through this
                      God, God gotta help me get through this
                      (Daniel Bedingfield)

One scene between Jung and his girl friend
"Did she flirt you first?"
He was silent. No. He was the one who flirted Tara first, but he couldn't say it.
"Why can't she find another guy who is free?!! Why did she have to bother other girl's boy friend?!!
"Vivian, please......"
"WHAT! You wanna stand for her now?"
"Promise me, Jung, you won't see her again.....Just keep loving me" She begged in tears.
                       I've never thought you'll be in my life
                       I regret our story will be like this
                       When I'm already with someone else
                       Please forgive me for hurting you cause i fell  in two hearts
                       (Afgan)

Once again another scene between Jung and Tara
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away and when he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Tara opened her facebook and saw Jung's status : Engaged to Vivian
"Did you propose her?"
"I did"
All done now.....She didn't know anymore how to retain him there.
"Why?.....It's so sudden....."
"Not at all. I've been thinking enough about it."
Jung had to choose and he chose Vivian, not Tara. And everything should be end now.
"Oh well, congrats then....."
"Thanx Tara....."
Her heart was hurt badly. She couldn't say goodbye yet. She wanted to scream "Don't say goodbye to me now." She didn't know what break up is, so many stories between them, so many memories.
                       I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
                       I could stay lost in this moment forever
                       Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
                       I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever and ever
                       (Aerosmith)

One year later 
Even if everyone blamed and cursed their love, divided their hearts apart, they didn't regret it, one love that they ever had before. And it's been a year Tara hasn't heard any news from Jung. There's still a big hole inside her heart.
Somewhere out there, Jung just realized that's the big hole inside his heart was getting bigger and bigger. Hoping there's a way back for himself and Tara.
                       It''s okay even if I am blind, even if I can't breathe
                       If I could just see you one more time
                       How much more do I have to miss you?
                       Is it a punishment of loving you too much?               
                       (SNSD)

Love me like the world is ending


One day a mother was busy in the kitchen. Then her daughter was writing something on a piece of paper. She gave the paper to her Mom and She read it..........

- Helping mom........................................$2
- Taking care of little brother.......................$2
- Disposing of garbage..............................$2
- Cleaning up bedroom..............................$2
- Watering flowers...................................$2
- Mopping floor........................................$2
  Total amount.................. ......................$12

After reading it, her mom smiled. She took a pen and started to write behind the same paper
- Got pregnant for 9 months .......................Free
- Awake every night if you are sick................Free
- Tears because of you..............................Free
- Feel worried because of you......................Free
- Fulfill all your needs................... .............Free
  Total amount of my love for you..................Free

She cried and suddenly embraced her mom then said " I Love You Mom ever"
She took a pen and wrote on her paper : PAID

           For all those times you stood by me
         For all the truth that you made me see
           For all the joy you brought to my life
           For all the wrong that you made right
          For every dream you made come true
                  For all the love I found in you
                  I'll be forever thankful baby
               You're the one who held me up
                            Never let me fall
      You're the one who saw me through through it all

             You were my strength when I was weak
            You were my voice when I couldn't speak
              You were my eyes when I couldn't see
                 You saw the best there was in me
                 Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
               You gave me faith 'coz you believed
                               I'm everything I am
                            Because you loved me

                  You gave me wings and made me fly
              You touched my hand I could touch the sky
                   I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
                      You said no star was out of reach
                       You stood by me and I stood tall
                             I had your love I had it all
                    I'm grateful for each day you gave me
                           Maybe I don't know that much
                              But I know this much is true
                 I was blessed because I was loved by you
                                         (Celine Dion)

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