About Love

Monday, December 3, 2012

Will you make up your mind before you shut the door?


One scene between Jung and Tara
Have you ever seen stars through a telescope? It's just like the stars are very close and you can touch them with your hand, but actually they are so far away. That's what Tara feels when she look at Jung. They talk and care for each other, but somehow she knew he will leave someday.
"What's wrong?" He said while holding her face with his hands.
"Nope. Nothing......Why?" She smiled.
"You seems.....I don't know, kinda sad, kinda thinking of something......"
"Nahhh......" she put her head on his chest and held him tight.
"Don't worry, ok?  Everything is gonna be just fine. I just need some times to fix everything," He stroked her hair.
"I know......"
                      I’ve been spendin’ all my time just thinkin’ bout you.
                      I don’t know what to do; I think I’m fallin’ for you.
                      I’ve been waitin’ all my life and now I’ve found you.
                      I don’t know what to do; I think I’m fallin’ for you, I’m fallin for you.
                      (Colbie Caillat)

One scene between Tara and her best friend
It's true when you are in love sometimes you don't know what's wrong and what's right.
"You know he has a girlfriend, right? Don't do anything that you already know is wrong."
"I know, but I.....you don't know how it feels. And He's not married yet, when you are in relationship you still have a chance to choose who's the best one for you, right?"
"True. But still wrong thing to do! Open your eyes, you are beautiful.....There's someone out there who will love you wholehearted. Please stop it, before it goes too deep."
I can only shake my head.
                      When your love is pouring like the rain
                      When will I get the chance to say I love you
                      If only I could get through this
                      God, God gotta help me get through this
                      (Daniel Bedingfield)

One scene between Jung and his girl friend
"Did she flirt you first?"
He was silent. No. He was the one who flirted Tara first, but he couldn't say it.
"Why can't she find another guy who is free?!! Why did she have to bother other girl's boy friend?!!
"Vivian, please......"
"WHAT! You wanna stand for her now?"
"Promise me, Jung, you won't see her again.....Just keep loving me" She begged in tears.
                       I've never thought you'll be in my life
                       I regret our story will be like this
                       When I'm already with someone else
                       Please forgive me for hurting you cause i fell  in two hearts
                       (Afgan)

Once again another scene between Jung and Tara
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away and when he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Tara opened her facebook and saw Jung's status : Engaged to Vivian
"Did you propose her?"
"I did"
All done now.....She didn't know anymore how to retain him there.
"Why?.....It's so sudden....."
"Not at all. I've been thinking enough about it."
Jung had to choose and he chose Vivian, not Tara. And everything should be end now.
"Oh well, congrats then....."
"Thanx Tara....."
Her heart was hurt badly. She couldn't say goodbye yet. She wanted to scream "Don't say goodbye to me now." She didn't know what break up is, so many stories between them, so many memories.
                       I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
                       I could stay lost in this moment forever
                       Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
                       I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever and ever
                       (Aerosmith)

One year later 
Even if everyone blamed and cursed their love, divided their hearts apart, they didn't regret it, one love that they ever had before. And it's been a year Tara hasn't heard any news from Jung. There's still a big hole inside her heart.
Somewhere out there, Jung just realized that's the big hole inside his heart was getting bigger and bigger. Hoping there's a way back for himself and Tara.
                       It''s okay even if I am blind, even if I can't breathe
                       If I could just see you one more time
                       How much more do I have to miss you?
                       Is it a punishment of loving you too much?               
                       (SNSD)

No comments:

Post a Comment

MY NETWORK