If you remember when love was an ember about to billow

This is my dream, because only in my dream, i can embrace you. I will always remember that. Paradise is wonderful but being with you is more beautiful.

"Tara......wake up!!!"

I was startled to hear mom's voice. And once again i woke up from my miraculous dream.

At the airport.....

He held my hand and put a bracelet.

"I gave you a necklace once at your birthday, now I gave you this bracelet," He traced my ring finger.....

"someday, here, I wanna put a ring," His voice has the seal of a promise in it.

One hour!!! I felt like it has been a year. I was still sitting there. And he flew away to America to pursue his dreams.

Three years later.....

"Mark!!!" I screamed.

"Tara???" He surprised to see me here.

"Gosh! It's been three years, I haven't heard anything from you. I tried to call your cell, sent email to you, but you never replied me, not even once. I lost you."

"Huh??? Really?"

"I'm so sorry. I was busy with my study then my works too, so I don't have time to contact you. Sorry okay???"

I was so upset, "I wanna go home. It seems I don't know you anymore. You used to be my best friend. Now you are super busy person."

I wish he knew how I felt when he was away. How I missed him so much.

Mark.....

I cant imagine one day without making you happy, without spoiling you. But I know you only care about as your brother, not more than that. It made me suffer a thousand times. Then, I thought the only way for me to survive was to send you away from my life. I kept busy with my study and my works so I could stop thinking about you. Three years!!!! The more I tried to forget you, the more I felt loving you.

After meeting him......

I kept thinking about him. I couldn't sleep at all. And suddenly my cell was ringing. I saw Mark' name on my cell screen.

"Mark???" I called him in low voice.

"Can you talk to me?" His voice cracked.

"About what?"

"Anything! I can't sleep at all. I really wanna hear your voice."

How can we feel the same thing. Gosh! I missed his voice too, "I'll tell you something but you gotta close your eyes"

"Yup."

"Long time ago, I met a man. An awesome man, I've never thought that he could be my best friend eventually. He changed my life. Everyday I praise the Lord because He let me know him. When I was a little girl, He gave me happiness because of his beauty. When he's getting older, I can lean on him, he always be here for me, he did the best things for me and he knew how to make me smile again."

"Mark???" He didn't say anything. I though he's asleep. But I still wanna continue my story.

"Did he change now? Does he know that I have changed now? That I don't love him as my brother again. Am i too late? Does he still wanna do the best things for me? I love him." My tears shed.

Ten minutes later, I got a message on my cell. From Mark.

"He has never changed at all. He's still faithful. He still wanna do the best things for her."

I smiled. Tonight I know that I don't have to cry anymore.

I know God always gives us the best things in our life. Everything that happened in our life, there's God's hand works on it. We just need to believe and wait.

I miss your love

I miss the way you laugh

I miss the sound of your voice

I miss the way you talk

I miss your eyes

I miss the way you look at me

I've never thought I could feel this way

I do swear, I miss you........

(Alexa Key - Aku kangen aku rindu)