About Love

Monday, December 3, 2012

Love me like the world is ending


One day a mother was busy in the kitchen. Then her daughter was writing something on a piece of paper. She gave the paper to her Mom and She read it..........

- Helping mom........................................$2
- Taking care of little brother.......................$2
- Disposing of garbage..............................$2
- Cleaning up bedroom..............................$2
- Watering flowers...................................$2
- Mopping floor........................................$2
  Total amount.................. ......................$12

After reading it, her mom smiled. She took a pen and started to write behind the same paper
- Got pregnant for 9 months .......................Free
- Awake every night if you are sick................Free
- Tears because of you..............................Free
- Feel worried because of you......................Free
- Fulfill all your needs................... .............Free
  Total amount of my love for you..................Free

She cried and suddenly embraced her mom then said " I Love You Mom ever"
She took a pen and wrote on her paper : PAID

           For all those times you stood by me
         For all the truth that you made me see
           For all the joy you brought to my life
           For all the wrong that you made right
          For every dream you made come true
                  For all the love I found in you
                  I'll be forever thankful baby
               You're the one who held me up
                            Never let me fall
      You're the one who saw me through through it all

             You were my strength when I was weak
            You were my voice when I couldn't speak
              You were my eyes when I couldn't see
                 You saw the best there was in me
                 Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
               You gave me faith 'coz you believed
                               I'm everything I am
                            Because you loved me

                  You gave me wings and made me fly
              You touched my hand I could touch the sky
                   I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
                      You said no star was out of reach
                       You stood by me and I stood tall
                             I had your love I had it all
                    I'm grateful for each day you gave me
                           Maybe I don't know that much
                              But I know this much is true
                 I was blessed because I was loved by you
                                         (Celine Dion)

If you love your mom, you can print this note for her...........cause everyone knows that mom is ......   `⋎´✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•✫
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Sunday, October 14, 2012

Thank you for loving me still



Dave
The sky was cloudy, under the tree, I was waiting for her. Rain began to drizzle. I took a deep breath. I was feeling so miserable, knowing that she was dating another guy. I never realized that I would feel like this.
                "I am so sorry that I didn't know the reason behind those tears
                I am so sorry cause I am so foolish for not knowing what's inside your heart
                I must be so bad person cause I keep hurting you"

Amy
It was tiring to love someone who didn't love you back. The sky was indeed cloudy as my heart felt it. I looked up to the sky, it was really dark, even iI couldn't draw your face there.
               "I want to know how you feel about me cause that what I need right now
                I don't desire anyone else cause the person I love is you
                Asking myself to forget you is just a lie"

Dave and Amy
"Why are you here?" Amy asked  with confused face.
Dave said nothing, only staring at drizzling.
"I am going to move on. I won't bother you again, " Amy said again.
"Thank God, Jordy seems a good guy. He said he likes me........."
"Do you like him?" Jordy?" He looked deeply into her eyes.
"Surely I will like him.........." She said it with hesitation.
"If someone says he likes you then you just like him too?" His voice seemed to be upset.
"Why? Can't I do that? I am tired feeling just one side love. I want to be loved too. And Jordy can give that!!!"
"But I know you only love me. You can't like anyone else but me, am I right Amy?"
"It's true. I do love you!!!" She screamed, "But what am I supposed to do, huh? I can't force you to love me....."Her tears started streaming down.
He pulled her in his arms and kissed her unexpectedly.
"From now on, don't ever say that you like another guy." He held her face so close.
The only thing she could do was nodding and nodding. And once again he embraced her tightly.
               "Thank you for letting me know what love is
                I like the way you are, the way you make my heart smiling
                Love you, I love you and I will never regret it"

One year later
"Happy anniversary, hun."
"Happy anniversary, babe."
She jumped on his lap. Put her hands around his neck. She kissed him lovingly.
"I wanna thank you for always being here and still loving me," He stroked her hair with great affection.
               "Being the way that you are is enough.........
                Everyone else in the room can see it
                Baby you light up my world like nobody else
                Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
               That's what makes you beautiful"
                                                                (One direction)

A cupid arrow will surely come into my heart



When you are here
It's like running for a long dash
My heart is pounding
As if it's going to explode

When  you are smiling
It's like lightning striking the sky
My heart is throbbing
As if it's going to tingle

When you are walking to me
Its like having ice cream
My heart is melting down
As if its going to get lost

When you are looking at me
It's like another day with the sun shining
My heart is singing music of love
As if it's going to feel paradise

When you are hugging me
It's like a broken clock
My heart stops beating
As if it's going to freeze time

When you are kissing me
Its like  fireworks glowing in the air
The whole of me is trembling
As if it's going to be paralyzed

When you can't be here
It's like an angel flapping his wings
My heart is full of longing
As if it's going to fly to your heart

Sunday, March 11, 2012

You are the reason why I smile

Me.....Tried to clear my path for him and her

I'm tired hiding.I felt weary for being silent all the time. I just want to express what is hidden inside my heart. I'm not a girl for being fun. I'm not a stone, I do have a heart n feelings. I just don't know where I should start it.

He came into my life when I' have never thought what love is. From him, I learnt how to love and felt to be loved.

"Do you love him?" asked Mia.

With no doubt, I nodded, "Since the first time I met him."

"I just felt so foolish cause I have never realized that he loves another girl too!"

MIa said, " A guy is a human too, he can be confused too. Why don't you give him a chance to think and to choose?"

"He already decided to be with her, I gotta face the fact. I can't do anything anymore. Maybe I should let my story to be my past......"

Are you really ready to let it go?

"Adel???" Mia tapped me.

I turned my face, "Hhhmmm, just.....why can't he let me go when he already be with her?"

"Well, sometimes we should help a guy to decide something for him."

"I just can't be like this!"

I felt my heart hurt so badly. He's not meant to be with you, God will let you meet with someone who fits you someday,.....I tried to console myself.


Him.....And I thought the angel is you

God please show me the way.....

I know that soon or later I should decide who I wanna be with .....Adel or her?

I texted Adel this morning, asked to meet her and thank God, she agreed.

One thing that made me fell in love with Adel.....She's tough, She knows what she wants.

"You must be very disappointed with me."

"Yeah, when the first time I heard about you and her. But it's the risk of relationship, right?"

"Is it hard for you, Del?" What a stupid question.

"Maybe this is the best thing for all of us........"

"I'm so sorry, Del......"

"It's no need to apologize. I'll be alright. Really. Maybe we only fit to be brother and sister." She smiled.

But I still feel that love for her........

"You didn't choose the wrong girl. You got my blessed. You should be happy with her....."

Oh gosh!!!Why should I hurt a girl as angel as her. Suddenly I pulled her hand and embraced her. For a moment we stared at each other.

"You gotta promise me, you'll only love me as your sister?"

"I promise you......"

Can I? There's a doubt in my heart......


I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, It's not like that at all


And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here


All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

(Avril Lavigne)



If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another one ~ The Notebook on Twitter



I'm drowning without your love

One episode in my life.......


It was like hearing the sound of thunder when my mom told me that Sarah just passed away.

I lost my balance. I sat on the floor. Speechless. I cried in silence.

"Aunt Anne, can I see Sarah closer?"

She opened the cloth covering Sarah' s face. I saw her face smiling like she was just sleeping.


Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned and Sarah' s sister gave me a book. A diary.

"I have no rights to read this," I said quietly.

"You are the one that she mentioned on her diary, so it's yours."


In my room, I opened Sarah' s diary and suddenly an envelope fell from it. It's a letter.


My dearest..........

The wind is blowing

I close my eyes

Imagining one day we will be in love

I never stop thinking of you

So many wishes in my heart

Wanna hold you in my arms

Wanna see love blossoming in our heart

Wanna hear two hearts beating together

You have my promise

I choose to wait in eternity

My heart is never changing

I will never let you go

Even if I won't have a change to say "I love you"

Even though it's painful

I won't leave

I'll face it with smile


I've never thought that's what Sarah felt bout me. She gave wholehearted love for me. And I was too cowardly to admit that I care bout her, I love her.

Love is always beautiful and I am not gonna lie to myself anymore cause Sarah was the most beautiful story in my life. Even though I have to move on, she's gonna be there, always in my heart.


"Sometimes people only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go." ~ quotes from the notebook on twitter.


I thought this love would never end

Days changed

But my heart remains still

Always drawn to you

I've never got bored waiting

Waiting to be loved

But I'm just the wind that blew over you

Always invisible to you


Sometimes weary I told me to give up

Stop doing something in vain

But I could not do it

Cause all about you kept on stalking me

Like a shadow under my feet

How could I burn up all of my longings

They had been settled here in my heart


I kept waiting for an answer

But you kept being silent

You made me waiting longer

Like an endless road

Without any lights

I lost in a place of nowhere

Cause you never found me



I will never let you part, for you are always in my heart

"Can you come closer, hun? I wanna tell you something ....., " She said wheezing.

I embraced her, so she can talk close to my ear. I can smell the scent of drugs fr her breath.

"I love you....." She kissed me with her dry lips. She traced my face. I can see tears on her eyelids.

"Why are you crying, my love?"

"I'm just happy cause you are still here with me....."

I held her hand. " You should rest now, hun..... but promise me one thing, wake up for me tomorrow."

Hardly breathing, she smiled n closed her eyes.


I woke up this morning, still holding her hand. But her hand was colder, more colder than yesterday. I used to hold her hands and I could feel happiness fill my heart. Now, its just so painful.

Like A Castle built Upon A Sandy Beach

Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower that Is Just Beyond Your Reach

Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight

Here One Day, gone One Night (MJ)


She's gone.....

All my enthusiasm and happiness went along with her . How am I gonna cope with it? I cant see her face n smile again. I cant hear her voice again. Another chapter of my life is gone with so much pain.

I closed my eyes. I felt mentally tired.....

In my dream, I hear her whispering in my ear, "I love you. I will always love you. Please don't cry for me hun. One thing that you have to do is have a better life and be happy even without me. You will live with all the prayers that I'm gonna send through all the little angels. I'd love to see you smile again on your birthday. I'd love to see you get married someday in the church. I'd love to hear the laughter of your children. I'd love to see your hair turn white. I wont miss anything in your life, all your laughter, all your tears cause I will always there deep down in your heart. Be happy for me, my love......"

In your darkest hour

In your deepest despair

I will still care, I will be there

In your trials and your tribulations

Through your doubts and frustrations

In your violence

In your turbulence

Through your fear and your confessions

In your anguish and your pain

Through your joy and your sorrow

In the promise of another tomorrow

I'll never let you part

For you're always in my heart. (MJ)


I awoke from my beautiful dream. She was right indeed. I may shed a tear today for the love that I can not have. But have faith, for tomorrow another love will wait for me just around the bend. But wherever the road may lead me, I know it is a journey that worth to travel.

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

Through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile...(MJ)


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

You've captured my heart cause your love shines right through me

"C'mon man, who are you staring at?"

I gasped. My best friend was standing next to me. We've been friends since we were in junior high school.

"Ssshhh!!! Don't say it out loud." My eyes glanced at Talya and glared at Daren.

One thing, He knows what I feel for Talya.

"It won't change anything if u only staring at her. Move on buddy!!!"

"Hhmm........."

"I'm just wondering what's so special about Talya anyway? Still a lot of girls are chasing you, they are more beautiful than her." Daren Laughed at me.

And I can't answer his question cause I myself can't find the answer either.....

You don't run with the crowd

You go your own way

You don't play after dark

You light up my day

Got your own kind of style

That sets you apart

Baby, that's why you captured my heart

Farewell party at school. I came alone. I was stunned. Talya was laughing with her friends in the corner. I walked toward her and smiled. I stopped in front of her and I felt my heart beat ten times faster.

"Would you like to have this dance?" I said hopefully.

"Hhhmmm yyeeaahh," She said sputtered.

I reached her hand until she fell into my arms. I hugged her as tight as I could as I do not want to let go. Does she know that I love her?

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in

And this world doesn't know what you have within

When I look at you, I see something rare

A rose that can grow anywhere

And there's no one I know that can compare

Three months later.....

I've never thought forgetting her is the hardest thing to do. Her face keeps appearing in my mind. She left a small hole in my heart and the hole is getting bigger cause I miss her everyday.

I just walked out of my English course when I saw her again there, sitting on the bench. Still the same Talya with her round glasses, long hair, t-shirt, jeans and sneakers. I was so stunned, I didn't watch my steps and hit one big trash can in front of me. That's so embarrassing.

"Are you okay? Oh my........It's you, Kane!!!" She screamed.

What makes you different, makes you beautiful

What's there inside you, shines through to me

In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need

You're all I need, oh girl

What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Days passed and I can't wait any longer.

"I need your help, hurry up!!!"

"What?"

"I just need your opinion about this cake."

"What's the cake for? I s it your birthday?"

"Nope. It's for a girl. I'm planning to woo her tonight."

"Whoah!!! Who's the lucky girl?"

"Just open the cake! What do you think?"

She looked very surprised. She could see there's a writing on the cake with chocolate cream....."Talya, would you be my girl?"

You got something so real

You touched me so deep

You see material things

Don't matter to me

So come as you are

You've got nothing to prove

You've won me with all that you do

And I wanna take this chance to say to you

She whispered in my ear, "I love you too, Kane. I always wanna be here for you, in your laugh and tears"

I was speechless. I pulled her in my arms. We danced. We kept dancing. All that we can feel is happiness like today is the endless day ever.

You don't know how you touched my life

Oh in so many ways I just can't describe

You taught me what love is supposed to be

It's all the little things that make you beautiful to me

Now, I knew that I wasn't dreaming at all. I was sitting here on the riverbank with her, looked at the sunset.

"I, Kane, I will always love you no matter what."

She put her arms around my neck n said, "Don't ever steal, cheat and lie. If you had to steal then steal my heart. If you had to cheat then cheat death cause I can't live a day without you. If you had to lie then lie beside me all night."

I sealed her lips with mine. The best kiss that I've ever had in my life.

What makes you different, makes you beautiful

What's there inside you, shines through to me

In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need

You're all I need, oh girl

What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Lyrics From BSB

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time.....

I know from the first moment I saw you

My heart keeps on thinking about you

Every second, every minute

Where are you? What are you doing now?

From the moment I open my eyes

I only wanna see you and you again

I can't go on one day without you

I think I'm gonna be crazy

I don't know when you start to be in my heart

You caught me without me realizing it

I thought it's just a dream

Since when did I become this way?

I wonder if you know the way I feel for you

I wanna run to where you are

Say it out loud that I love you

Let the whole world knows it

Imagining if you were mine

Whispering and holding hands together

Singing our love like a song

Filling your dreams with the sweetest memories

There's nothing I want more

Will you tell me how you feel about me

I wanna know your heart

Cause I only love one person and it's you

Even though it's only gonna be the futility

I wanna keep waiting for you

Hoping that one day you'll say "I Love you"

Only loving me, only two of us

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